Have You Ever?

have you ever...

been approached and told that you're pretty/handsome?
been loved unconditionally despite all?
been sick to the point you just felt like dying?
been held so tight, you just didn't wanna let go?

i have.

have you ever....

told someone that you love him/her?
have the feeling that you can't express your love?
hug a person for so long that it seems forever?
felt that you've known someone from your previous life?

i have.

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loving you may seem to be the hardest thing to do.
for the fact that you are not what i've been looking for.

yes, you are handsome.
yes, you're tall.
and yes, you are dark.

but no, you are not my dream guy.

so what made me get hooked to you?
despite all your past and your present.

its because i've truly learned.

that love doesn't count on being tall.
love doesn't count on being dark.
and love doesn't count on being handsome.

to love, is to be able to share the joy with you.
to be able to cry with you.
and to be able to be with you.

love, to me, is seeing past through your features.
love is a feeling that can't be described.
love is a moment where happiness and sadness can happen at once.

to love you is a mixed feeling of accomplishment and astonishment.
loving you is the most wonderful thing that has happened to me.
loving you make me feel good.
to be loved by you make me feel special.

to you, i say "i love you".
3 words that i don't have the gut to say out loud.
3 words that make me so unsure of a situation.

but to you, i am comfident.
i am sure.
i am brave to say.

"i love you, norzaidi"

may our love last forever and blessed with the good things in life.

come 25th February 2009 0000hrs,
we will be a year older than last year.

oh dear beloved, i love you to the very end.