for now.

before i met you i was positively sure that i would wanna go home. and then came this figure who at first i thought were somebody else's father. a few steps away, me and you. just a few steps away before i actually realised that you're somebody else's son. then i noticed your lean muscles and then your face... i just couldn't stop looking at you, for every damn second. you were a social butterfly among my uncles. and yet i'm there looking at you, at your grace on how you were able to talk to everyone. i was waiting, waiting for you to talk to me. waiting for you to be more than a social butterfly. i hid inside my tent only to get a glimpse at you with your sweats and wet hair. oh! with every chance i had i would grab it and steal a peek at you. for one reason i wouldn't want to go is you. despite the dreaming now i am home. only to wonder about you.

what is your name?
what is your age?
who are you that took my breath away?
who are you?

for all the hours we were merely feets away from each other, never did we exchanged a single word. on the contrary i knew you were looking at me. we smiled not directly, but to each other. and now i wished that i am there. though feets away from you in muted likeness of each other, at least i'm there to be with you.

but reality kicks in now. and i'm at home on my comfy own bed, wishing that i would not have gone home. and now my only hope is the power of the worldwide net, that would maybe bring us together.

as for now i shall only admire you from far, though i am not convinced that i would see you again. i shall only hope, and wish. for little things to happen.

and as for now i have a boyfriend whom i dearly love. and so you would only be my eye-candy who would play with my mind.

for now.