Do I Deserve This - At All?

well, to answer that quetion above: NO!

no, i don't think i deserve this at all.
no, i don't care if she have known him for more than i do.

he cares for you, yes.
he loves you, yes.

but only to a certain point where he regards you as his aunt.

i am whining again, i know.

but this is what i'm subjected to do.
i can't do anything else.
i don't know what else to do.

oh, help me please.

i know you love me.
i know you do.

but let me ask you this question:

are you willing to let her go?

let me end on a last note.

Ruby, please stop being a bitch. i hate you. period.