yes, i think i think too much. but then again, how can i not think when you are the one who keeps on disappearing like some magician on Las Vegas? if i don't think and if i don't care so that just means that i don't love you anymore right? oh well, but on the downside of it, if i don't think too much, then most probably i won't hurt myself that much right? so now what would i need to do?maybe i would just not text you or call you and see whether you would find for me. if you don't, well that's just it right?

droopy eyes but i can't get to sleep. asshole.