So here I am sitting in my living room, thinking what to do.

Seriously, I do not know what to do.

I've had it for today.

Looking forward to tomorrow.

Cos I'm going Kaplan.

And there's the Weekends(Bored!).

And Monday Tanjong Pagar.

Truthfully I can't wait for school to start.

And at the same time I'm also excited if I were to get a job with Avvenues Pte Ltd.

I'm contented with what I have right now.

Even though they might not be true.

But somehow deep inside I feel Lost.

And maybe that's because of Monster.

He have been pushing me away.

And yet pulling me back.

Maybe I should just play along with his games?

Or whatever you'd want to call this.

Yeah, unless I know that this is going to work out,

I AM NOT GIVING 100% OF MY HEART TO HIM.

Though I think I might be the lucky few who've seen him cry.

And have a short insight of who he is.

Slowly I am beginning to know who the real

Muhd Iqbal Bin Jaffar

really is beneath the happy-go-lucky exterior.