i just want this to end,
please.

anyone who wants to go out with me and set me straight? looking forward to thursday. i don't know what to do, seriously. i envy those who are happy. can anyone make me happy like i was before? can i drink and forget everything that has ever happen to me in the past few months? can i just crawl into a dark hole and never come out?

if i die, who will cry for me?

just please.

i just want someone who can love me with all his heart and make me happy.

are you that person?