i don't know whasts up ehh. maybe its just that people don't like to see me happy. and seriously, i'm having a fucking huge problem here. i don't like to share my things with people - and that includes my own siblings. but what the hell. this must be one of my bad mood. *moodswings*

okay okay. and so asma found me at last! we should hang out together babe - i mean since now i don't mind going to east side. like serious, west da takder pape seyys. lucky her she've found the right guy. but for me... hehe. once you get close to me, you'll find out girl. ;) da dgr cite, kepala boleh pecah, SERIOUS. i tak bedek seyys.

soccer tomorrow. damn excited. plus, lala's birthday. wee. but still, *sighs*. i feel like a loner now. i just want to go school everyday so that i'll be around people who i can talk to freely. do school projects like nobody's business and stop thinking of other things. i need to get a job, PRONTO! but but stupid double bay bar didn't even call me up. i put my hipes up high for them. waste my bloody time. schould work somewhere in the west or maybe town area. just to keep my mind off things.

what do you think guy? any suggestions on where should i work? no SB or CBTL okies. been there, done that. i wanna work night. or maybe something that can slot into my wacky time-table now. like serious.

anyway, i am so enjoying school right now that i don't ever want school to end. i mean, yes, we're doing nothing. but seriously. it helps me keep my mind off things. like huge time. and so i better go now. in search of my love.

any candidates?

-i smell of him-