alienated.

i am crushed right now.
right smack in the middle.
of the decision on whether should i go to school or not.

part of me wish that i will.
the other part of me just wanna sleep the night away.
i am tired.
damn tired.

tired from all the work we did just now.
tired of waking up in the morning.
tired of thinking.
tired of going to school.

i am just tired!!
tired of every single thing in my life!
i've got eye bags and dark circles and dark rings
WORSE than a panda's!

my eyelids can't open
and walking now just seeped the energy away from me.

it sucks to be me.
serious.

its so tiring and devastating and mostly, its just a waste of time.

being me is equivalent to having a panda's head on you.
so heavy, and slumber.
no life and pale.
ugly and black.

i am so not human right now.
i feel so "not human".
i feel so lifeless
and listless.
like an alien that is lost.
a kambing away from his herds.

I AM JUST SOOO TIRED!

period.